Nite i like dying!!!

   Last nite, after i update blog.. I been attack again wit HYPERVENTILATION.. About 20 min. Thanx God i still alive..

The most important is my family dont knw about it.. Only azema knw.Coz i sms her.. last nite is all happen coz i so tired n  stress.. Mybe nw i cnt be stress.. huhuhuhu.. I have to control my breath so cant be happen again. thanx god i can relax back to normal..Thanx to azema.. She give me a support.. 

Last nite i Stress coz i dont get kplspm n i feel so down.. huhuhu
I feel my time not long.. So i wan to thanx everyone n say sorry.. LOVE U ALL...

Y??? Mybe i really cnt become a teachers...

I just check kplspm... i dont get interview... tht y wat i said to my parents i really cnt teach.. Nw i really no luck la.. Its shw tht.. I not sure wheter i eppy about it o sad about it...

I juat blur.. Wat i knw my cousin get it.. Congrate dear.. but i dont like the sound of my aunty said..
"Oh, mek tak dpt eh?"
it so sound pity n 'perli'..
I knw la tht i stupid.. SO??? No need be like tht.. I knw u cre.. But not in this way.. I dah cukup rendah diri..
Pleaz jgn jdkan keyakinan diri yg i bina blik mse kat kem plkn HILANG!!!!PLEEAAZZZ.. I begging u..

Mybe u not notice it.. I just wan a peace live.. I knw myself.. I knw tht i Stupid!!! so no need to be like insult me. Yeah.. I a big loser!!! i just hope one day i will be better person.. I really thanx all my fren they support me more than my own family.. Thanx fren.. Love u all...