LOVESTORY O MIND ONLY!!!

2day... i went 2 see dentist.. so hurt lor... ngilu!!!  


N About my hubby... I nw feel that i do love him... mybe b'cause his cousin hurt me n my fren that y I wan to revenge to him.. Nw wen i think it back.. wen he ask me honestly n tell wat i dont knw.. I think nw i move on n carry on but see wat going to happen in future... All depend to Allah... If I fated with him then nothing more i can do.. If not sorry hubby...


Rite nw i take my aunt advice.. Study first.. U knw him better... If u feel safe wit him go on..


That all 4 rite nw...

My sad love story!!!

2day.. My scandal go to Melaka again.. so we going to be less contact... Then my hubby lak.. he asking me whether i trully love him o not. Serius wot him o not.. I just say YES!!! I wan him to feel wat i feel.. Broken heart... NW he worry... he afraid i'll leave him..

I dont knw wat to do... All my fren say leave him... my family not like him... I dont knw wat to do.. Actually i afraid to trust guy n guy's word.. I FOBIA wit guy's word.. they never be truth... hhhmmmm SO IN DILEMA!!!

2 days 1 Night..

This 2 days i at Melaka... I join Educational fair.. UITM... Nothing special.. but okey 4 who need more information about course that they serve at diploma...

I having a liitle bit rough path wit my scandal.. sorry bee.. My hubby as usual busy wit work.. hhmmmm..

My plkn frend beung crazy cll me cyunk, yunk, n others like couple... hhmm i dont knw wat he mean.. whether he like me o just like to play wit me...

The crazy thng rite nw... I get so many love from guy... my Fren say i too caring, too sweet... I dont knw.. I just treat them as my fren.. I do care about them... mybe my way i wrong....

Be a CHEF!!!

2day... I cook tom yam... Since i get back home, just 2day i cook tom yam...

I also learn to cook 'sotong'... hehehehehe

N the result as usual.. DELICIOUS!!!! heheheh

I like 2 learn more... hehehe... Nw miss my hubby n scandal... miss my bff... Pakatan Rewang... hehehe

My usual day..

2day like crazy cause last nite I stayed up until 3 a.m.. just to fill up UPU form... Crazy that thg.. I try about 30 timess. Thanx my scandal compeny me to stayed up...

n Today i apply science kuantitative, engineering n upsi..

N my bff.. Alyani.. She treat me a kfc... Syok sey...

Thanx to my fren... Jazz.. She help me wit UPU...

2Day nothing special... Just wan to thanx to my fren n scandal who help me alot... MMUuUAAhh.. love u all...

Suck Sey!!!!!!

Nw more worst... My cousin came from her school at kl.. Then wen i say i did not notice there is a course Sek.rendah bahagian seni bina... Then my aunt say "Patut la c'hak kate kau kuat berangan" while laughig... Wat the hell...

Mybe I'm so stupid until they can say like that witout think wat i feel... Pleaz la... Mybe my face dont have any feeling... But that not mean u can say anything!!!! n My teacher from PLKN say "Dont care wat others say.. The important thing u move on be better person... Practic wat u learn in PLKN.. U still great.. The way u are.. Just make that as ur motivation"


They should give me a support.. Not make me more give up.. Nw i really feel like a LOSER... I miss my teacher... PLKN member... MISS U ALL.. I NEED U ALL RITE NW...

Sad day n Eppy

Today is like hell.. Getting the SPM result.. 4 me okey cause I still can move on in life...  But 4 my family is suck.. Especially wen my cousin all get better.. 7a n 8a... It make me so sad... Wan to cry... but I knw If I cry I most DUMB people in world... Mybe b'cause my ego... So shame wen my fren is okey n especially shame to my boyfrend..


Today also my mum knw that I have boyfren.. I wit honestly told her.. However my mum not like b'cause he is mamak(indian muslim).. I also have a scandal.. he already have a GF... I crazy rite? hehehehe..

That all 4 today... i cry alot today... that y i try to make this blog... just to make my feeling much better... hhmmmm